Time flies and we are into May 2010 soon. This year has not been very good to me. A few things happening in my life now are what I least expect. When it hit me, I do not know what to say and what to do. I was shocked, confused, speechless and lost.
It is very much true as what Paulo Coelhe quotes:
“When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.”
I have been concentrate with my work, working, working and working in order to forget of what happening in my life until I feel that there is a limit for me. I am really exhausted lately. Both mentally and physically. Am I stressed out with work and my life? Am I in denial? What is happening to me now is really a big test and challenge in my life. I cannot run, I cannot hide, I need to accept the fact that it had happened and it became history of my life now. Forgetting is painful.... it is just not easy to forget!
What I really need now is I need a break.... yesssssssssss..... I need a break!!! I will fly to Kuala Lumpur tomorrow and go for holiday with my brother and his family. I just want to relax my mind, forget about all the frustrations and enjoy my holiday.
It is very much true as what Paulo Coelhe quotes:
“When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.”
I have been concentrate with my work, working, working and working in order to forget of what happening in my life until I feel that there is a limit for me. I am really exhausted lately. Both mentally and physically. Am I stressed out with work and my life? Am I in denial? What is happening to me now is really a big test and challenge in my life. I cannot run, I cannot hide, I need to accept the fact that it had happened and it became history of my life now. Forgetting is painful.... it is just not easy to forget!
What I really need now is I need a break.... yesssssssssss..... I need a break!!! I will fly to Kuala Lumpur tomorrow and go for holiday with my brother and his family. I just want to relax my mind, forget about all the frustrations and enjoy my holiday.
